summer. wow. so not ready. today, half pint sez to me, meemaw, i have made a wish for two years and it hasnt come true. she siad, i have wished that everyone else would leave you alone long enogh for you to not be stressed. all i could tell the wonderful child was that, the people that sometimes make it difficult for me and take up alot of time, her mother included, are alive. and i prefer that to the alternative. and that i would try very hard to make sure that i reserved enough attention for her that she doesnt feel invisible. she is turning 9 next month. i have three littles who are being ignored becuz my seemingly adult children (only one of whom is an addict) are draining me.
time to re-think and pri-oritize. again.