tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post8468229362463050022..comments2023-06-17T04:54:20.214-04:00Comments on On the Outside..Looking In (DHAM): She was over todayAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03699870975776139552noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-24207670172026796192009-02-09T11:57:00.000-05:002009-02-09T11:57:00.000-05:00My prayers are with you - and of course those babi...My prayers are with you - and of course those babies!!Daughter Ahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08361667665893234664noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-87233328015194061132009-02-04T03:04:00.000-05:002009-02-04T03:04:00.000-05:00I am so sorry. I know that knife-in-the-gut feeli...I am so sorry. I know that knife-in-the-gut feeling when you realize that it is possible she is using again. Please keep on doing what you are doing.... caring for those precious children, keeping an eye on the littlest one, and sharing with us. I got to see my daughter's eyes, unclouded by the heroin this last few weeks.... behind the glass wall in jail. I truly appreciate your writing. You Her Big Sadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07872091902506034704noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-5719903066279499032009-02-03T20:28:00.000-05:002009-02-03T20:28:00.000-05:00Maybe she's taking too much methodone. If they giv...Maybe she's taking too much methodone. If they give her take home methodone she might be saving it up and taking more than she should. Whatever, the nodding is - I'm sorry you still have to deal with the [pure sadness] of it all.My Daughter's Addictionhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16007513608073652602noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-73068772017107849362009-02-03T14:17:00.000-05:002009-02-03T14:17:00.000-05:00YaYa? WTF is it with methadone? And how are we su...YaYa? WTF is it with methadone? And how are we supposed to TELL if they use?<BR/><BR/>HIPPA regs make it so the clinic can't tell us, and the addict sure as heck won't.<BR/><BR/>God, this is a totally fucked up, confusing as hell, weird life.<BR/><BR/>Your gut says she is using over the methadone, but you cannot prove it. You don't even want to believe the lies anymore. Ever.<BR/><BR/>You still Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03699870975776139552noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-1121620953857682912009-02-03T14:14:00.000-05:002009-02-03T14:14:00.000-05:00thanks Queen.I don't know yet exactly what I am go...thanks Queen.<BR/><BR/>I don't know yet exactly what I am going to do.<BR/><BR/>It's almost a constant. And, it hurts.<BR/><BR/>I am so sorry for the sister you lost that you loved once. And, for her babies.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03699870975776139552noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-12608100943390011762009-02-03T08:41:00.000-05:002009-02-03T08:41:00.000-05:00I can so relate. My daughter has been doing nothin...I can so relate. My daughter has been doing nothing but nodding for months now. She's on methadone, but I'm sure she's supplementing with God knows what. If it weren't for the grandbabies I would have very little to do with her. I sometimes wish she would just nod off for good. It sounds horrible. But it's being going on for 15 years. It never changes. We'd all get on with out lives. A little yayahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12478820549540599530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-35774080371390869232009-02-02T21:22:00.000-05:002009-02-02T21:22:00.000-05:00All I ever think about when you talk of your daugh...All I ever think about when you talk of your daughter is what happenned to my sister after years of addiction. We lost her at 37, leaving three children. I pray for those grand babies of yours. My sisters children lived with a bunch of us(family) off and on(mostly on)but they were forever damaged by their exposure to her and her addiction. They are very sick adults now. All mentally ill and Queenneeneehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05878991539295738244noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-25237427642457869312009-02-02T19:09:00.000-05:002009-02-02T19:09:00.000-05:00Happy birthday little precious one who turned 2. :...Happy birthday little precious one who turned 2. :)Hobbit Wifehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07627669353467499977noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-23945259810427110262009-02-02T17:58:00.000-05:002009-02-02T17:58:00.000-05:00If it looks like there is a problem Syd, don't wor...If it looks like there is a problem Syd, don't worry. I didn't hesitate with the other two.<BR/><BR/>And, MY definition of a problem is a LOT narrower than most.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03699870975776139552noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-82734290331004316252009-02-02T17:57:00.000-05:002009-02-02T17:57:00.000-05:00the eyes? yeah, even though they weren't pinned, ...the eyes? yeah, even though they weren't pinned, the pupils weren't as large as they should have been LOL.<BR/><BR/>After so many years, I forget what they used to be like. Pretty green eyes, I do remember THAT much.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03699870975776139552noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-33130499501670264352009-02-02T12:49:00.000-05:002009-02-02T12:49:00.000-05:00I really hope you cantake that baby :(I really hope you cantake that baby :(sydneyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15948472654559338363noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-6125904573512314242009-02-02T12:04:00.000-05:002009-02-02T12:04:00.000-05:00doesn't it look weird when you see someone you've ...doesn't it look weird when you see someone you've known half-stoned for so long with normal-looking eyes...Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-955073211231576962009-02-02T10:40:00.000-05:002009-02-02T10:40:00.000-05:00Oh God, I'm sorry. Just that you have to wonder or...Oh God, I'm sorry. Just that you have to wonder or go there is so sad. Living the reality is beyond most's comprehension. You are in my prayers. And so is she and little one. ((((HUG))))Annettehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18326425173333184401noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-6425136900371638862009-02-02T07:53:00.000-05:002009-02-02T07:53:00.000-05:00I can't stop thinking about it either. Trust me.I ...I can't stop thinking about it either. Trust me.<BR/><BR/>I said when she was born, I would let CPS take this one. Since I have the other two, in Ohio, it's an automatic that they will place her with me.<BR/><BR/>The idiot IS my daughter. I truly believe that if I take the baby, it will send her right over the edge and she will jump off the nearest bridge, or load up a needle.<BR/><BR/>I am not Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03699870975776139552noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-49048429036330653532009-02-02T02:00:00.000-05:002009-02-02T02:00:00.000-05:00Oh boy... I can't stop thinking of the littlest on...Oh boy... <BR/><BR/>I can't stop thinking of the littlest one - <BR/><BR/>*Why* did you delete your other blogs??Athenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14824831201121143893noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6564588470472217357.post-25180389926295659132009-02-02T01:29:00.000-05:002009-02-02T01:29:00.000-05:00OMG. Wow. I'm speechless.{{{HUGS}}}OMG. Wow. I'm speechless.<BR/><BR/>{{{HUGS}}}Deadbeatenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13124124073850877474noreply@blogger.com